An illustration by Māori Mermaid of a Māori wearing a brown korowai and sitting in front of a fire and Matariki stars in the sky

Māori Mermaid artist Jess Thompson Carr on the road to reclaiming her identity

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1 January 1970

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She finally feels like she belongs, but that wasn’t always the case for Jess Thompson Carr, aka the Māori Mermaid. Siena Yates finds out more about the artist’s road to reclaiming her identity.

Many cultures around the world and throughout history have recorded tales of mermaids, magical creatures that are half human, half fish, able to live on land and beneath the sea.

In the popular fairy tale, the Little Mermaid is allowed to walk freely among humans on the condition that she relinquish her voice. Magical, powerful, entirely otherworldly, and yet, silenced and suppressed.

It’s that narrative that Māori artist Jess Thompson Carr (Ngāpuhi, Ngāti Ruanui, Ngāruahine), can relate to all too well.

Born and bred in Dunedin, the 25-year-old artist and poet has a degree in English literature and art history and her master’s in Māori ekphrastic poetry (poems written about works of art) from the University of Otago.

Jess has garnered a huge following of more than 28,000 on Instagram as the Māori Mermaid, sharing her art which is based both in te ao Māori and a world of fantasy, depicting everything from mermaids to Ātua Māori (Māori Gods) in an examination of race, culture, colonisation, sexuality, identity, gender and more.

Four illustrations by Māori Mermaid
Jess combines the Māori world with elements of fantasy to create illustrations including Captain Crook, You Can be of Several Worlds and Still Belong, Avatar – Hina, and Te Awa Atua. She made the beautiful Matariki illustration opposite especially for this celebratory issue of Woman.

For a self-confessed nerd enamoured with all things fiction and fantasy, Jess says the imagery of mermaids really spoke to her, as she “felt really torn” growing up in te ao Pākehā as someone who is both Māori and Pākehā.

Half the time she would express her identity and be met with doubt.

“I suppose it was always because I didn’t look Māori and often I didn’t act Māori enough – people really expect you to be a certain type of way when you tell them you’re Māori, you know? When I tell people I’m Māori, I’m telling people I’m my mother, I’m my tīpuna, and if people question that, they’re questioning my tīpuna and where I come from, and that hurts.”

The rest of the time, people would accept her as Māori, but then immediately tell her everything that was wrong with Māori and why she shouldn’t be so proud of it.

“It made you feel a bit like something’s wrong with you. You didn’t feel like the beautiful, magical being that you are, so I wanted to change that and say, ‘You are a magical being. You can be part of these two very different cultures and worlds and still be a complete you and still belong and not always feel tormented,’” she says.

Selfie by Jess Thompson Carr wearing a head scarf, colourful pins and holding a bouquet of flowers
This strong and confident wahine is using her art to help others embrace their identities.

“I just wanted to get to a point where I could embrace [my identity] and celebrate it without feeling the shame I feel whenever other people hear who I am. That’s why that whole image of being a mermaid and being a part of these two different worlds resonated with me. There’s a majesty and a glamour to it, there’s a bit of fun but also a bit of darkness, a bit of fantasy but it’s still grounded as well. All of these elements that reflect what a very complex being I and so many other Māori people are.”

That whole image of being a mermaid and being a part of these two different worlds resonated with me

Jess Thompson Carr wearing a traditional Māori cloak standing on top of a hill
It’s been a long journey, but Jess has finally found her place in both worlds.

As well as undergoing this journey through her art, Jess has studied te reo Māori, tikanga Māori and mahi toi (art) at Te Wānanga o Aotearoa and is currently travelling around New Zealand to connect with her whakapapa and papakāinga for the first time.

“We didn’t have our reo and we didn’t have karakia at the table or anything, and it’s stuff like that I’m trying to make up for now so that I can feel like I am reclaiming a bit more for my descendants. Now it’s our moment, and it’s my whānau’s time. I just want things to be different for the next generation.

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